I chose to have kids. Yes, the number, timing and their existence. They are heavenly. They are forms of God. Almost most of the time, they make me realize that my life is now complete and focussed - they will be the prime reason for my survival and the purpose of my travel.
There are certain times when I am not satisfied with myself..There is no time for a proper bath, proper meal, its been ages since I saw a movie peacefully, read an article interestingly and so on. Am I the only frustrated mother on earth??With a toddler and a newborn, my life is constantly on the move.
There is one part of me hoping that this phase move out soon. Then, there is the other part which keeps reminding me that this stage is not going to come back - this early stage of my motherhood/my toddler's pranky days/my newborn's silent days and all..Why am I not able to sit back and take the gifts that time has given me? What is it that gives discomfort with everything life throws at me? God - please put some sense on me and bless me with inner peace at all times of life.
There are certain times when I am not satisfied with myself..There is no time for a proper bath, proper meal, its been ages since I saw a movie peacefully, read an article interestingly and so on. Am I the only frustrated mother on earth??With a toddler and a newborn, my life is constantly on the move.
There is one part of me hoping that this phase move out soon. Then, there is the other part which keeps reminding me that this stage is not going to come back - this early stage of my motherhood/my toddler's pranky days/my newborn's silent days and all..Why am I not able to sit back and take the gifts that time has given me? What is it that gives discomfort with everything life throws at me? God - please put some sense on me and bless me with inner peace at all times of life.
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